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Tuesday, 31 July 2007

  • Whiteshoe boy

    You: Whiteshoe Boy
    How are your shoes today?
    and those feet that rest in them?
    Those feet that draw footsteps in the sand
    The ones I wish'll make their way to my heart
    The same ones I'd love to follow
    all the way to the end of the widest sea
    Oh what a sight to find:
    Oh what heaven it'll be; your footsteps lined up next to mine.

    Yes you: Whiteshoe Boy
    How are your shoes today?
    and those hands that own them?
    Those big friendly hands that shook mine
    The ones that'll slide our wedding band through my finger
    The ones with strong Herculean arms adjoined
    The same ones that'll sweep me through our door;
    on our wedding night.
    Oh what a sight to find:
    Oh what heaven'll see; your hands cradled in mine.


Thursday, 26 July 2007

  • Currently Listening
    America's Sweetheart
    By Courtney Love
    Mono
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    My pet infection

    I have an infection
    It does not have a name or diagnosis
    It is contagious but it’s homesick
    It scampers off to prey then crawls back to me
    It is also a disease because I say it is
    And like a parasite: it feeds on me like a leech
    It depends on me like a new-born to its mother’s breast
    It loves me like a pet to its only surviving master

    My beloved pet parasite does not have a face
    But it resembles a black blotch sewn to my chest
    A tad to the left, over my cleavage
    It came down as fast as a rain drop and landed with a modest splat
    It first hibernated on its landing strip
    Then tore at my blouse as I read Sylvia
    It sunk slowly in to the rhythm of Nirvana
    Evaded my beating heart
    Attacked my lungs and is currently attempting
    To chow its way down my flesh till all I’m left
    Is that same heart, a toe and a growing strand of my soft brown hair

    On certain nights, my darling pet disease inches its way across my floor
    Squeezes through the cracks on my wall and disguises itself
    As a flower motif on my Persian carpet
    It proficiently superimposes itself as a fugly shade of brown
    On a background of red
    It stands out like a stain on an intricate piece of woven art
    A black speckle on a white canvas
    A long strand of fur on a porcelain mannequin
    It screams out to me through the peeling corners of the rug
    As it races itself up my feet as I step on it
    As I create a habitat out of my parasite sewn-on pet disease
    It watches me make my morning cup of coffee a lighter shade of brown it accomplished on my red Persian carpet
    Then aspires to do a better job at blending into my white chest

    Once I’m dead, my darling pet infection will suck the ground I’m buried in
    Then munches on my remains till I’m nothing
    It devours condolence flowers left by my feet
    Chomps on my weathered tombstone
    Heartily gobbles my casket
    And consumes all remaining memories of my existence
    What then remains is a conspicuous hole
    For any passerby to plunge in and die with a broken neck
    So my darling pet parasite will keep leeching till the end of time

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